i haven't been blogging as often as i would like to.
i have been consumed with the realization that i'm loosing my job and getting married in the same month.
i have been struggling with a passion to be involve in ministry as a career, but knowing that as things stand right now that passion comes in conflict with the people whom i care about. is there a way to do both?
i have been realizing how little i actually pray. i pray quite a bit, but most of the prayers are about me and the specific situation i'm currently in. i want to devote more time to praying for other people. i want to devote more time to petitioning for other people.
i have been learning how to love Lauren better. i've been learning, unfortunately i haven't always been doing it.
i have been missing people from my past. Kris, Matt, Donnie. i miss having you around to talk with. i miss sharing life face to face.
i have been waiting in anticipation for GOD's salvation. Lord let your glory fall.
i have become more excited to see what GOD is doing with Satellite.
i have grown more and more in love with Lauren. i feel increasingly blessed for her comfort. i love the questions she asks and the answers she has. i love to watch her care for people.
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steve said these things...
"i have been struggling with a passion to be involve in ministry as a career, but knowing that as things stand right now that passion comes in conflict with the people whom i care about. is there a way to do both?
i have become more excited to see what GOD is doing with Satellite."
i know this is early, but i think those two things are linked. i truly do. i feel/hope, and yes, feelings are stupid, that satellite very well just might explode, if all of us are willing to put a little blood, sweat, tears, and perhaps a little swearing into it.
and my word verification is "ferzz." that's awesome. i'mma buy me some "ferzz" for christmas. seriously.
I think your attitude is great. My husband and I are going through a similar experience right now. It's hard to not get panicked. I will keep praying for you.
As a writer, it's actually better for you to be "busy." While you're not experiencing life, you have nothing to write about. Or talk about.
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